Bike fit included a lot of spinning time to dial in my measurements. We are off to a good start.. I even broke a sweat.
Well, here I am again and determined to get back into a training regimen. I miss being my true happy athlete self. I miss the athlete lifestyle that kept me sane and somewhat level headed? Ya'right, me sane? A few years ago I was logging some serious hours here on BT and my discipline seemed effortless. Where did I lose myself? How did I lose myself? Perhaps I just burnt out and kept living with my own excuses for not being whom everyone remembered me as I once was in my past life. A close loving friend brought to my attention recently that I lost my sparkle which drew them to me in the first place. I dismissed this thought because how could it be true? What a classic case of the denials. Can taking a break from training really alter your own identity? I am proof of that I suppose.
I've missed my friends and I've missed everything about race days and the simple things like saying ‘No’ to Happy Hour because I have my 2nd training session scheduled and I can't let myself down. I signed up for a race in October and I will be at the start line. No more excuses I will just do it!
Bike fit included a lot of spinning time to dial in my measurements. We are off to a good start.. I even broke a sweat.
Well, here I am again and determined to get back into a training regimen. I miss being my true happy athlete self. I miss the athlete lifestyle that kept me sane and somewhat level headed? Ya'right, me sane? A few years ago I was logging some serious hours here on BT and my discipline seemed effortless. Where did I lose myself? How did I lose myself? Perhaps I just burnt out and kept living with my own excuses for not being whom everyone remembered me as I once was in my past life. A close loving friend brought to my attention recently that I lost my sparkle which drew them to me in the first place. I dismissed this thought because how could it be true? What a classic case of the denials. Can taking a break from training really alter your own identity? I am proof of that I suppose.
I've missed my friends and I've missed everything about race days and the simple things like saying ‘No’ to Happy Hour because I have my 2nd training session scheduled and I can't let myself down. I signed up for a race in October and I will be at the start line. No more excuses I will just do it!