Subject: RE: Keep max HR to 130 - WTF??? mman - 2008-06-24 3:34 PM
Ok. after I've calmed down, I've got a call into the office to speak with the doc. this goes beyond triathlon. my wife is terminally ill and will be gone in the next few months. Triathlon (the sport and community) are a large part of my coping. It's the one place I can escape a let loose. Losing this avenue may kill me anyway. I'm 40 years old. This shouldn't be happening! I've only got to live for 10 more years. My youngest will be out of high school and my job will be done.
mman, I didn't realise the situation you are in with not just your own health but also that of your wife. I just pray that you make the most of your time with your wife while you can. Also you have to live many more years for your childrens sake, just because they are out of high school doesn't mean that they don't need a dad.
Maybe you can find some other way of exercising or some other hobby that can take the place of triathlon.
I'm praying for you and your family... don't give up. |