OK, that's it, I've had it. I've always been "bigger," but for years it was because I was playing soccer competitively and just had a muscular body.
Fast forward to graduating from college, getting married, and going to law school where things are a LOT more stagnant...
Now all that muscle has turned to fat and I just feel awful about myself. My progress has always been slow when I try to lose weight, so I get discouraged quickly. I was losing weight this semester for a while, then law school stuff got hectic, and I gained it back because there wasn't as much time to work out or to cook.
All in all, since I got married and graduated college, I've gained about 15-20 pounds, but a couple sizes because it's fat, not muscle.
With the summer coming up, I'll still be working, but I won't be in school so I should have much more free time to work out, not to mention I just bought a bike that I can train on without hurting myself like my last bike did.
(Summer starts May 3rd for me! woot!
)
I'm in two weddings this summer, and I'm buying my dresses in a size 8
(I'm a 12 now
), and I'm determined to fit in them
(the weddings are August 14th and September 4th
).
Ultimately, I NEED HELP! I need support, a plan, and motivation. I don't want to be a bigger girl anymore, I want to be a "normal" size for someone who's 5'5!
Any thoughts or plans?
Thanks everybody!