Subject: Coming out I just scrolled the User list and really got present to how many people are actualy using this site, it's quite amazing. I also got present to how stingy I have been by keeping myself hidden.
I joined about a month ago and have been playing and recording results, not playing and beating myself up...but never quite asking for help.
What's there for me is that I don't want anyone to know that I am playing the NEWBY Triathalon game. That way I don't have a commitment, I'm not accountable and if I fail or bail there will be no one to remind me of it but mostly no one will know.
Except that is...... ME!
And this creates a problem I can lie to others but not to myself.
So I am coming out to play on the field with INTEGRITY and I know that I can't do it alone and will need your help and the people in my life.
So hello, my name is Goshka and I am a beginner and have no idea how to start this. I have never done anything like this before. |